A Vietnamese-American astronaut has publicly detailed her battle with depression after being subjected to a massive wave of online abuse in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.
The 34-year-old activist – recognized as a researcher and activist – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight in April, which also featured celebrity crewmates.
The mission was widely scrutinized by some, who cited its expense and environmental footprint.
Reflecting on the ordeal, Ms. Nguyen, who made history as the pioneer for her community, stated the negative reaction overshadowed her achievement under an “avalanche of misogyny”.
“I said the emotional pain might endure for years,” she recounted in a social media post, describing a phone call from a mission companion in the aftermath of the flight.
She described the subsequent media coverage and social media frenzy as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she confessed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”
Ms. Nguyen, who has dedicated her work to gynecological science and performed experiments during the flight, said every professional achievement – from her scientific research and extensive preparation to the symbolic importance of her heritage – was drowned out under the tide of sexist vitriol.
She is most acclaimed for her pioneering work fighting for justice for sexual assault survivors.
Her own aspiration for spaceflight was deferred after surviving a rape during her college days, leading to a protracted legal battle.
Months following fulfilling her dream, she reports that the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she expressed gratitude the well-wishers whose kindness helped save her. “Your support rescued me,” she said.
She added that even with the backlash, important benefits had emerged from the flight, such as increased focus on her scientific work and new advocacy opportunities.
The computer-piloted spacecraft launched from Texas in April, carrying the historic roster on a 11-minute journey that crossed the edge of outer space.
The group of women also included leaders in multiple disciplines.
The enterprise behind the mission is a private space firm established by a well-known tech mogul.